I don't even know where to start with telling you guys how blessed i was to have the mom i had.. She was my best friend, my life savor, and most of all my MOM!! They always say a child is always more comfortable with their mother and that is because she carried us for 9 months.. she feed us, and loved us from the moment we were in her womb!!
My mother was the most caring and gracious woman anyone could have ever known. She never cared about herself whether it was her needing to eat, or get a new piece of clothing, or needing money. She put everyone else before her to make them happy!! When she found out she had stage 5 cancer she was un affraid, and knew that whatever would happen to her it was gods plan and would tell us kids over and over its going to be ok, i am fighting... not for me, but for you!! And oh goodness let me tell you what... she did fight and she put up an amazing fight that is for sure! She had lost her vision, her memory, and was losing her ability to even speak, but that never stopped her!!!
She ended up fighting for just about a year until one day she just got so weak and was struggling so much the nurse knew that it was her time to go, but mom refused to leave us because we were not wanting her to go anywhere. But as her family we knew it was what was best for mom at the time so that she could find peace and to be able to return to our Heavenly Father and be in a perfect healthy body! So as we knelt down to pray around mom and said our goodbye's we told her it was "OK" to leave us, that we would be able to take care of ourselves she had one last beautiful and amazing breath her on earth and she was gone!!!
Nothing could ever feel more humble to me than when people look at me and say "you look just like your mom, beautiful!" Makes my heart melt and i just get the biggest smile on my face. There is nothing more i would love then to be told that, because i know that i am a rememberance of my mother and that is really special to me!!!
I know she not only loved us kids and our family, but she loved everyone that surrounded her! neighbors, co- workers, and even strangers! She was the most amazing person and i am so blessed that i get to talk about her and know that she is a special soul to me and to many others and all i want for her is happiness and i know that is exactly what she has right now in heaven!!! I LOVE YOU MOM! with all my heart and that'll never change!!!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment