~shantel marie williams~

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

girls day!!!! 1/18/11

Don't you just love girls days with your mom???? I know i do! :)) thought she may not be here with me physically i know in my heart she is with me and i know that when i talk to her she is there listening! I have been really pondering and thinking so much lately.. just one of those days when all you do is sit around the house and can't help but to think. Well i really got to thinking how could someone really ask you to just forget about a loved one as if they were never there?

I get that they are not here on this earth anymore but as for me it of course is my mother i am talking about, the lady who birthed me, who gave me everything i ever wanted to just make sure i was happy!!! Never did she care about herself! It was always about us kids, her most valuable treasures. And in return we are suppose to just forget her and move on? i think not! That woman was my rock and i had the most amazing day with her! i took my puppies titleist and jasmine over to meet mommy for the first time, and i let them just run around while i sat and had a nice conversation with mom! Though she cannot reply back i always feel so much better after i talk to her! She really is the best listener ever!!

I  sat and talked to her about all my problems with everything in my life that has been going on! Also i put up some new flowers i put in some valentine one's! :)) she is totally gonna be my valentine beings i don't have an actual valentine! oh well..... one day! huh mom!?!? :)) (if you was wondering her and i talked about me finding that one true love and being happy!) she just wants the best for me!!! thanks mom! After hanging out with mom i went out with my friend kersten and we just sat at her place and took silly pictures. Typical girls right? always gotta be taken some pictures of us. haha. She is an amazing friend and i couldn't thank her enough for her friendship and always being there for me. We can tell one another anything and be fully honest with one another and know that even if it hurts its for the best! :))) love you girl!!!

Other than that my day was great! just trying to be happy and enjoy my life day to day and see what new adventures may come my way, or even what trials may come my way. Whatever it is that comes my way i am ready to face it and have a smile on my face!!

No comments:

Post a Comment